its been a while since i posted here. idk why, but everything i post seems like an lj thing and not a language of the heart thing. maybe because i havent felt anything strong enough to qualify for this. not that im feeling particularly amazing or depressed today. i just thought this deserved some attention.

girl scout cookies are heaven. girl scout cookies are gonna make me fat. girl scout cookies are irrisistible. the end.

project runway reruns are amazing as well. they make me wanna be a designer. or a model. either.

so since i havent had much emotion to write about, i decided to make a list of all the things im passionate about:

- being catholic. like really.
- my family. i love them so much its insane. they are the coolest people ever. even if sometimes they dont appear to be.
- my friends. i love them so much because i know theyre real. i never have to worry about them or drama with them. and they know me oh so well.
- abortion. im pro-life. abortions have killed more americans than all the wars we have fought combined. and thats just the US.
- music. i tried to think of a song that described all of me. but i dont think its possible. im a combination of so many. as in thousands. i have my favorites, but each song ive ever heard has influenced me.
- drinking and driving. its so stupid. its the most stupid thing you can do if you ask me. i hate it.ohgosh.
- drinking. i really have nothing at all against drinking casually/socially. but drunk annoying people bother me. every once in a while i get it...were in college...but all the time? really?
- falling in love. i want it so badly. and i know its rediculous because you have to forget about it and live your life and everything will fall into place, but i want to control where things fall. and i screw it up all the time. plus i have no idea what i want, which doesnt help.
- fashion. you wouldnt guess it by looking at me, but magazines just capture me and i absorb everything and my fashion sidekick knows that im actually capable of looking decent lol. and shopping...oh shopping...
- school. i want to succeed so badly. i really dont know how this semester is going to turn out. im giving everything my best, but it seems whenever i take just a moment to slack off a tiny bit, i pick the worst time ever. and it shows.
- art. all kinds of art. movies and books and plays and poems. oh poems...ee cummings is my lover. and andy warhol...goodness. and audrey hepburn was not only one of the greatest fashion icons ever, but shes a pretty good actress too :) just the idea of creating something new is exciting. theres so much to be created still...
- freedom. like america's freedom. i mean, this country isnt perfect, and theres so much controversy about so many things right now, but if you think about it, we can do basically anything we want.
- the environment. not so much being 'green' - although i try to be - but more so the sun and the grass and the trees and the buildings and fences and birds and things. they all fit together so beautifully sometimes.

so these are a few things that i feel strongly about. and there are tons more but im really tired...its only 10pm.

im so glad im done with certain people. so glad theyre out of my life. and a year ago it would tear me up inside to think about not being around them. but its been for the better. and its okay. i like it.

the marla singers are really good actually :)