so right now im at work. and its kinda lonely. im looking out the window to see all these people in shorts and riding bicycles. i miss my bicycle. and i just want to run out there and escape. im not a fan of work right now. when i get this recruitment guide finished, ill be alright. and when this one guy stops throwing his used cigarrettes in my trash can, i think ill be better. but until then, friday please come. im going to be the only person on campus friday. and you think im kidding. there are how many, 35000 or so students here? yeah i havent met a single one that is staying until friday. stupid economics final.

but i think my daddy is coming tomorrow. he's closing on the condo and im really happy about that. and we might eat dinner. i hope i can find someone who wants to share a room with me. and i cant believe my daddy is making me pay him! i mean, seriously. i hope he's kidding. he doesnt seem like he is.

so i found some good music. go to itunes and search 'love song.' and listen to the first one that comes up. her name is sarah something. starts with a b. i forgot how to spell it. and its really good music. like really really good. its upbeat. kelly and i have study breaks where we listen to it, and it makes us feel better about studying. it helps so much. and then ive been listening to james morrison, and i think my dad would like his cd a lot for christmas. i really think he would because it is 'clean' without that produced sound and it has clear instruments and his voice is really good. and when i get it for him, ill offer to put it on his itunes, and then ill sneak it and put it on mine :) go listen to him too. those two will blow you away. i heard both of them from casey, go figure. she has really good taste in music.

im so ready to be home, but i think im going to miss athens. and i think there are some people i am really gonna miss too. but just the thought of going home and sleeping in my orange room and talking to my parents and laughing with my sister and teasing with my brother and kissing my doggy, and then hugging them a million times, that just seems amazing. athens will be here when i get back.

sometimes i wish we werent such a global country. that we didnt have these wars and didnt send troops to every country. because i rarely think about what we are doing outside the us, and when i do i feel bad because i should be a more attentive citizen. but its hard when it doesnt feel like it affects you. and when you live in this bubble in georgia. and when you dont watch the news...

i had more to say but i forgot what it was.

i like my life. a lot.